Confusion. day 18/1095 , a 3 year grind to high-income life from scratch.

 its been 9 days since i didnt write, thinking id change my blogs to just weekly or monthly post, but i forgot why i even started this blog. to document every single day, so as to i can grow, learn from my mistakes, do things right, but as each day passed i kept getting more and more confused,

I made my first flutter app, the currency converter app, after that instead of doing more, this doubt crept up. i got confused, i started thinking "Should I even learn this?" "What if this doesnt work out in the end" and so much more. but man i am tired of that. Its not like i didnt do anything these last 9 days, slacked off in leetcode, but i still did few, dabbled with amazon affiliate, wanted to make a project on loveable and sell it as a course(i got stuck with it as im limited by 5 free daily credits). got my sem 2 grades, got a 8.02sgpa.

I am trying, but i feel like im not giving my best.

I want to give my best, but don't know how to.. to the point i dont know what even is my best.

I am confused.

I need help maybe, maybe i just need a bit more time, i know i shouldnt pressure myself but this feeling i get where i feel like im not doing Enough. What even is enough, is locking myself up and just doing work enough? or is it something else, i dont know,

But, sure do i hate complicated stuff, so 

One Step at a time.

Brick by Brick.

I'd win.


As for what this one step is, lets see 

just one single thing i should do. hm, 

ok ill Start with my second flutter app.

Lets get it.


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