3 Year Grind to High-Income Career - A BTech Student's Journey From Scratch

 Got sick.  Did try my best to work but took rest most of the time.

 its been 9 days since i didnt write, thinking id change my blogs to just weekly or monthly post, but i forgot why i even started this blog. to document every single day, so as to i can grow, learn from my mistakes, do things right, but as each day passed i kept getting more and more confused , I made my first flutter app, the currency converter app, after that instead of doing more, this doubt crept up. i got confused, i started thinking "Should I even learn this?" "What if this doesnt work out in the end" and so much more. but man i am tired of that. Its not like i didnt do anything these last 9 days, slacked off in leetcode, but i still did few, dabbled with amazon affiliate, wanted to make a project on loveable and sell it as a course(i got stuck with it as im limited by 5 free daily credits). got my sem 2 grades, got a 8.02sgpa. I am trying, but i feel like im not giving my best. I want to give my best, but don't know how to.. to the point i dont know what ...